Afternoon Photo Shoot

A letter to my girlie...

My dearest Rosie,

At 10:57 pm, one year ago today, all 6 pounds 9 ounces of you entered my world and it has never been the same.  From the moment I saw you, I was in love.  From your full little lips to your feeble cry, you won me over.  That feeble little cry ended up giving your mommy and daddy quite a scare.  I have to admit, birthing you was nothing compared to the horrifying feeling as they swept you from our arms and took you away.  I will never forget the empty feeling I experienced at the sight of them wheeling you out of my hospital room that night. 

When Daddy and I were able to see you the next morning, I really got to get a good look and I was enamored.  You were amazing.  Your little toes were little miniatures of mine and your sweet little face was already beginning to resemble your daddy.  I knew you were a fighter and, although it was so hard to see you hurting, I knew in my heart that God was taking care of you and that you would be home soon.  Not to say there weren't a few tears shed along the way:)

It has been amazing watching you grow into such a beautiful little person, inside and out.  I still can't get over how, with just a little smile, you light up a room.  Your laugh is like music to my ears and your cry isn't too bad either:)  You really have a sense of humor all your own!  I never dreamed a person that knows only like 3 words could make me laugh so hard, but you have definitely succeeded.  You are a hoot! 

This passed year, you weren't the only one growing.    Being your mama has helped me to mature in so many ways.  I pray every day that I can be the best role model and guide for you.  I pray that the love that daddy and I share will be so evident to you and that you will always feel stability in our home.  I pray that you will grow up to be tender-hearted, compassionate to those less fortunate and have a Godly heart.  I pray that Heaven will always be your ultimate goal and that we will all be there together when Jesus comes.

So anyway, I just wanted to write you this and tell you that I love you!  There's nothing that you could do to change that.  You're my girl and always will be.  Happy First Birthday, Monroe.  I can't wait for all of the other birthdays, all of the other memories...everything!   

Love you,

Mommy 

More of me being crafty...

Here are a few tries at some headbands for one of my friend's little girl for her dedication.  I couldn't make myself settle on one kind, so I made a few different choices...

Big Flower Headband 

Pantyhose Headband with interchangeable bows

Pantyhose Headband with TuTu Bow

Pantyhose Headband with Pink Striped Bow

What I've been working on...

My artistic side has been pretty focused on Rosie and her b-day.  Here is the shirt I made for her...

And the hat:

I ended up making a little onesie and head band for a friend's baby girl, Brynley.  

Close up of the onesie:

Here is a little hair/clothes accessory that I made the other day.  

I still haven't finished my quilt for Monroe that I started way before she was born!!!  I feel like a horrible mom.  The thing with me is that I have Crafting A.D.D.  I can't stick to one thing.  I wish I could focus better, but I get really sick of doing the same thing.  I want to try my hand at everything!

Anyway,  I hope everyone is having a good day!  

Her new...trick

So, Monroe's new "trick" is officially driving me nuts.  She just learned that she can stand up in her crib and she is absolutely delighted with this new skill.  She does it constantly and this has been changing our regular nap schedule considerably.

That which used to be the easiest thing in the world, now takes up to an hour.  I used to be able to lay her in bed, she would grab her blankie and put it over her head and roll over...That easy.  It took two to three seconds.

Now, I lay her down and two seconds later she is standing up, holding her blanket and throwing her paci out on the ground.  I didn't know how to address this at first.  At the beginning, I would go in and have lengthy conversations with her about why she needed to lay back down.  For some reason, that wasn't working:)  I then decided to channel "Super Nanny" (great show if you haven't watched it), and go in, not making any eye contact and not saying a word and just lay her back down.  According to Jo (Nanny), after awhile you will eventually break their will.  I don't so much think I have broken her will, she just has no more strength to attempt the climb up.

She hasn't figured out how to get down from standing anyway, so she literally will just stand there for the rest of her life, unless I come put her down.  It's really quite pathetic.  Sometimes after I put her down at night and it's completely dark and completely quiet, and I'll just peak in, and she'll be standing there like she is waiting for me to lay her down.  It's kind of creepy!

So far, 15 times has been my record of going in before she has fallen asleep.  You may think that she doesn't understand yet, but she definitely understands.  I am amazed how much that little "almost" one year old does understand.  She knows what "no" means and will definitely try to test it.  Yesterday she kept trying to grab something she wasn't supposed to grab.  I looked at her and said, "No, Monroe.  You are not supposed to touch that."  She did it again and looked at me.  You could tell she was totally testing me!  It really hit home for me, how early you have to set up expectations and boundaries.

Here is a picture of her, in the act...

Another video...

Watching her do this cracked me up...

FYI, Monroe can say "thank you", now.  It is so cute!  I haven't been able to capture it on video yet.  Not for lack of trying:)  

Thinking back...

All of this birthday talk made me think about the day this little lady was born.  Here is a video of Rosie, after she was born.  It still brings tears to my eyes...

One!

I still can't believe that I am a mommy, let alone that I am a mommy to an almost one year old!!!  It is just crazy.  God has really blessed us and I can't thank him enough for such a wonderful little person.  Monroe is truly such a sweet baby.  Her big smile, kisses and laughs make my day!

We celebrated her birthday this last weekend.  It was early because Uncle Mike was going to be out of town on both weekends surrounding her birthday.  Here are a few pictures from the "Almost birthday" party...

Ready for the Party to begin!  Still a little groggy from her nap.

 

The table of goodies! 

She LOVED her cake

So sweet

Hanging with some friends

Pool Time

Some of the guests

It was a great day...although, I am so glad that it is over.  For some reason, I really was getting stressed out over the whole thing.  I don't know why.  I mean she's one...she won't remember anything:)  

Here is a little video of her eating her cake...

 In other news, Monroe won a photo contest on facebook!  How cool is that?!  I was pretty excited, because along with the satisfaction of winning, she got $100 to use at the little online boutique that hosted the contest.  It was so fun picking out the items she will get!  I can't wait for them to arrive.  I will take a picture of all of her loot when it gets here.  Here is the picture that she won with:

For some reason, I have really been dreading work lately.  The job is fine, I think it's just because I hate leaving Rosie.  She's so sweet and I just want to be with her all the time.  On Tuesday, I was so excited to get home, but she feel asleep on the way from the babysitter and slept the rest of the night!  I was sooo disappointed.  I kept going in her room and being really loud to try and wake her up.  She would open her eyes and then fall right back asleep.  Pray that I start to get more motivation!!

I am so excited, we are having Monroe dedicated in Tulsa over Labor Day.  I can't wait to go back.  We have only been home once since we had Monroe.  It will be so wonderful to see everyone.  Mark's parents and grandparents are coming and so is Carlos and Andrea.  YAY!!!!!   We will also be celebrating her b-day with our family and close friends from there on Sunday.  It should be so great.  I am literally counting the days.  

Well, I better run.  Love you all! 

Vacation is my middle name...

So, we got back on Monday from another family vacation!  This time with Mark's family.  It was so fun.    Mark's parent rented the cutest lake house in New Buffalo, Michigan.  It's only a little over an hour drive from Chicago, so it was super convenient.  We had the best time relaxing, playing with the kids, going to the beach, shopping, playing tennis, and the theme of the weekend...eating:)

I had never had the opportunity to go in the water at Lake Michigan until this weekend.  We drove to the dunes and I have to admit, I wasn't so excited when I learned I was going to have to make a two mile hike to the beach.  A two mile hike carrying a baby and a heavy bag of stuff.   In fact, there were a few times on the hot, sandy, hilly trek that I almost told everyone to just leave me behind to die.  But when we arrived at our destination we were greeted by a practically empty amazingly beautiful beach...I was almost won over.  Then when I got in the water and the waves were crashing down on me, I was sold.  Why had no one ever told me that a place like that existed?  No salt water to get in your eyes and make your skin itchy and gross!  It was amazing and I wanted to go back every day...until I had to make the trek back:)

We really had a blast and I can assure you, it was horrible having to go back to work on Tuesday.

I almost forgot to mention the huge treat we got last week...The Ellis's came to visit!   It was so wonderful seeing Mellie and Dave and getting to meet their adorable little munchkin, Mei Li!  Boy is she cute!!!!  We were able to have a little BBQ over at our house so all of their Chicago friends could see them.  The Browns, the  other Murrill's, Brandon Nudd (his fam was out of town), and Danielle came over.  It was a blast and the food was yummy.  We were sad to leave them to go on our vacation, but we were so glad that they had a comfy home to hang out in while they were here.  They are the sweetest friends.  The house was not only spotless when we got home, but the sheets and towels had all been washed and they had done some grocery shopping!  I could kick myself, because I didn't take any pictures while they were here!  NOT ONE!  Next time:)

It hit me this week that in less than a month, I will have a one year old!  I am not ready for this.  I almost started hyperventilating.  Where does the time go?!!!!

In other news, our good friends the Putt's, welcomed their adorable little man, Mateo!  I love him already and can't wait to meet him.  Congrats friends!!! We wish we were there.

Here are a few pics from our trip.  Love to you!

If these don't make you smile, your heart is made of coal...

Family Vacation

We got home yesterday from Mexico.  It was so much fun.  It was so hard to say goodbye to Mom, Dad, Stephen and Michelle.  It truly was a perfect trip and Monroe really bonded with the family.  Here are a few pics from the trip.

Monroe loves the pool...

But...she loves her daddy even more:) 

Enjoying a cup of coffee...decaf

Getting to know her Auntie and Uncle 

Nana and Papa!!

My wonderful husband

Helping mom decide

This is definitely my favorite pic of Rosie.  

The family 

This girl sure knows how to make a mommy feel loved:)

Monroe did awesome on the plane.  As sad as it was to leave, it was great to arrive in Chicago and head home.  When we walked in the house we were greeted by a strange odor that we couldn't quite place.  We looked around, but couldn't figure it out.  I went to get something out of the refrigerator and found the problem.  It had gone out sometime during the trip and boy was it disgusting!  I mean horrible!!!!  What a bummer to come home to.  The temperature setting stated that it was 89 degrees in there.  You should have seen the milk...or maybe you shouldn't have.  So now I need to go out today to replace ALL of the food.  I had just stocked up on frozen veggie food before I left:( Oh, well.  

So anyway, love you all!